When all is said and done, what do you wish you had said and done?

July 25 will be the 2-and-a-half-year mark of me being on buzznet. That will mean that I have been a member of buzznet for about 1/8 of my life, which is a weird thought but not so much when put in perspective. But in a way it's not that long considering I've been friends with most of my good school friends for 2 years at the very least and 10 at the most. I don't make fairweather friends. When I make a connection I keep it for years and years.

I haven't been on buzznet for 2 months and before that my visits started to get spaztic while my father was in the hospital. All I can say is that I'm thankful I found buzznet when I did and that I made the friends I did, especially the ones I still talk to through other sites like facebook or texting, because without them the past 2 years running in and out of ICU and dealing with all that would have even more terrible.

Part of me wants to start a new account just so I can have a blank slate. But I like my history here for the most part. We had a good, fun run. I wish I was the kind of person who could put everything on private but I'm not right now. So hullo hullo everyone. How have you been? Whats been bothering you lately or making you happy?

July to me has been -

flowers around the house, sun dresses, using cute bottles as vases, keeping my windows open and staying warm under blankets, feet hanging out of the corner of your bed, having "adult" conversations with friends, rain storms at night, informative websites, cute rugs, drawers and storing things neatly in them, sitting on the floor, sweeping the barn, hot air balloons, jet planes, coping, ligaments, mint, sparklers, the library, gold patterned fabric, fluffy bunnies, sweats hanging off your hips, eating cheese, sunglasses, bubbles, the beach, lilies in bloom, long shining hair, tanning, painted toe nails, headbands